I saw you

This is not a first time I saw you ...

From far away, I can noticed it was you.

But, when it get closed. I'll be pretending no seeing you at all.

I'am to afraid facing you! I can't!

This is not a first time I saw you...

I'm seeing you .

But I even can't touch you or feel you inside.

Its only difference a few second for us to get  accidentally meet each other.

I miss a second to face you, for at least smiling at you or saying "hi". But it didn't happened.

I keep my distance to make me safe. 

I'm afraid this feeling wont be going well. 

There's a barrier's between us and you need more than a breakthrough to make it real. 

And I even not seeing you'll get through of this. 

I don't seeing anything will through .At least from now. I thought. 

you don't even move. 

Are you alive?